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Hmmm thats a hard question to answer because I love so many of them. Maybe the Live in Chicago CD/DVD by Panic! at the Disco because life without hearing Brendon Urie's voice is not really a fun life lol.

He is love!

My favorite John Hughes movie which is also my all time favorite movie is Sixteen Candles

why don't I ever get to have time to myself? why must everyone have to be around me when all I want is to be alone? I can't wait till I leave and yeah I know that it means the start of school but I really don't mind as long as I finally have time to myself that I have been longing for since the start of the summer. is it not enough that I don't have anytime to do anything fun this summer cause I'm working? I just need some time away from everyone in this house and not the time that I have when I am at work either cause there are times I can't stand the people that call there.

He did it again!!! I haven't seen him in ages and yet I see him for the first time in years and he still takes my breath away. I've always wondered how he did it. And if I ever at anytime made him feel the same way. Its kinda hard not having him around anymore. I never really realized just how much he meant to me until I saw him again. Don't you just hate it when certain guys have that kind of hold on you and yet they always seem to abuse it. He wasn't like that. He was different. I felt special when I was around him. We were friends and no matter how much I wanted to be more I couldn't dream of ever losing what we had. He will always be the one boy that could make me feel all these different emotions at one time. Like he could make your heart beat fast and slow at the same time. I never told him any of this and maybe at one time I should have (or should do now) but I'm afraid of what might happen. I just got him back and I don't want to lose him again. So until then I'll just wait for the right time to tell him that he means the world to me.

Have you ever just have it hit you right in the middle of doing something? That is what happened to me Thanksgiving night. Some family were over and some friends. HE was there and I thought nothing of it cause well I've known him for years. Right in the middle of talking to him I realized just how much I love him. Don't get me wrong I knew I loved him before but this came stronger. I so badly wanted to tell him but I couldn't. For three reasons: 1. He has a girlfriend. 2.I'd never hear the end of it from my family and 3. What if he didn't feel the same way back. Things would change completely. He's like considered family and gatherings would be weird and I would be heartbroken. So I decided that maybe it was just the after affect of the turkey and I'm going crazy. Soooooooooooo who knows what might happen. Till next time :)

Ever get the feeling that something is wrong and theres nothing you can do about it. And through it all, you can only think of one person. You hope to know something abou them but yet nothing comes and your left wondering. Your wishing their thinking of you the way you're thinking of them. Because all you have is hope, hope that they realize it was you all along.

Well I really don't know what I'm doing so I thought that I would just post a little something for nothing. I think that once I get used to it I'll put more on who knows. I have tons of things on my mind I just don't think that I'm ready to let anyone see them just yet. Till next time